... my world of pretty pink butterflies ...

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Problems would probably the greatest enemy that you will encounter in your entire life! each one of us is entitled to have one. I don't know for what reason but it's a fact that once you step into this world, you would see the reality that everyday, problems would just pass your way, trying to stress you out and pissed you off! Until one day you would just finally say the most awaited phrase " I GIVE-UP! " and you'll start to drool around and cry your lungs out! yesterday I heard my brother complained about his so-called "problems" and i asked him "what's your problem all about ba?" he answered me that his teacher wanted him to change the plastic cover of his math notebook because it looks like a trash already! then I said make something out of it! gosh! and then blah blah blah and of course we ended-up fighting each other!
[my brother and i used to fight everyday. It became our habbit!haha]

It's really funny how people sometimes over react to their not so hugh problems. It pissed me a lot! I even sometimes here people complain about their physical appearance and when you look at them, they are already pretty! so is that a big deal? is that your problems all about? try to look around you and observe what's happening in our economy, and in our environment and you'll know what's the true meaning of the word PROBLEMA! Hey! im not trying to sound like a professor or what but it is indeed true! i am also facing this hugh dilemma now but of course i'm not going to post it here. duh! I used to believe that i have the worst problem among all the said problems until i read this such amazing article in the newspaper this morning. It opened my mind and widened my understanding about life. It gave me hope and inspired me a lot! Problems are surely the greatest enemy for us but without it we can't be a better person! If you come to think of it, problems are experience and experiences are the best teacher right? What are really causing your stress are not your problems but you reactions to them. It is true that no one has to be strong all the time and when you're faced with a problem, what you need to do is free your mind and think creatively becasue the possibilities will be endless. We should take it positively because these are just challenges that we are destined to face. And wheather we like it or not we have to accept it. Di ba nga God will never give us problems that we can't solve?
So take it from Therese [di's cute little sister] just LEARN IT, LIVE IT AND LOVE IT!
[say it with a snap!] hehe
♥Kaye 4:04 PM

Saturday, September 09, 2006

oh god it's saturday again! i hate it! no gala session for today. sad.. i'm not used to it anymore! i won't be able to see noe today! he has class kasi and punta pa sya birthday ng classmate nya. anyway, there's nothing really happened yesterday so i don't know what to say ahm.. except last thursday! we had our play na at last! and i'm happy and proud to say that we got the best play award! yehey! grabe i'm enjoying it already! i so love it. excited na tuloy ako sa subject ko for 3rd yr! i heard kasi na meron kameng intro to ACTING AND DIRECTING! wee..

haha i remembered pala last thursday we had a surprise drug testing! haha so aun eh diba pag drug testing you have to fill up forms and give your sample specimen, they gave us this little container and dun ilalagay ang urine. too bad kulang daw yung urine ko so i need to pee again [ did i spelled it correctly?] and i need to line-up again! sobrang kaasar kasi ang haba ng line. good thing kulang din kay erx and glads! haha after ma pass yung specimen kelangan namin mag pa tatak para lang ma asure na we're done already! na tawa lang ako kasi after ko mag pa stamp, pag tingin ko, i was surprised to see, MY MELODY STAMP! haha so kikay ah.. la lang i just wanted to share.. hehe
♥Kaye 3:02 PM

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

I haven't updated my blog for about a week already! ewan ko ba i'm too lazy..kasi naman things are not going so well. I have so many problems.. Sa house, sa school! nu ba yun diba? should i be optimistic nalang ba all the time? even though i already have a feeling that the answers might be negative? i'm trying to be tough pero sometimes i just can't help it eh! the more that i wanted to hide it, the more na it shows! like yesterday i was so pissed off! i was thinking about it the whole day.. as in! literal talaga! argh! yoko na isipin sobra.. i'll just go with the flow! bahala na..

anyway, kahit na i have problems, of course, there are so many things pa rin na dapat kong ika- happy!

1st: finish na midterm exam ko

2nd: hindi nako failed sa philo! wee

3rd: i got a perfect grade in visual! yes!

4th: i think my prof would allow me na to have a make-up exam in journ! yehey!
o diba, small things can really make me happy! sobrang mababaw lang talaga ako kaya in opposite pati yung mga small things na nangyayari, gingawa kong big deal! haha weird noh?
oh! b4 i forgot it's lyza and paul's anniversary today! HAPPY ANNIVERSARY ! I texted them already eh! wala gusto ko lang ulit sila i-greet! hehe

1 thing i realized was although there were so many things to be sad about. Kahit feeling mo pasan-pasan mo na yung world at reading ready ka na nyang i-swallow anytime, as long as you have friends na katulad ng toodles ko and my bestfriend sahra, sobrang bawi lahat! I'm so lucky to have them in life! most especially NOE, my buddy, my bestfriend, my adviser, my protector, my partner-in-crime, my stand-up comedian![haha], my hero, my teacher, my baby and best of all my boyfriend! my one trwu love! thank you for being so patient all the time! i love you baby and you know how much i really do. And i'm thanking you for everything that you've done, given and shown! You're one of the very main reason why i keep on believing that DESTINY is indeed true! oh yan ha! no more arguements! hehe

These people made me realize how wonderful life is and that i didn't need to take my problems seriously! Lage nalang kasing joke time! haha but kiddin' aside, they really complete every part of me! drama noh? haha pero that is so true! my life may not be perfect but having them is worth more than any other great things the world can offer. And i can proudly say that despite of all the hassle, struggle that i'm going through IAM STILL LUCKY! agree? yes iam!!

KASH AND I

THE RIBBON GIRLS

ME AND LYZA

KAREN AND LYZA

DI,KARS,LYZ,KAYE

MWUAH

yeah!we're the ribbon girls! beat that!

me,kat,lee and kat ong

♥Kaye 12:09 AM

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

What a very frustrating day.. Today was like HELL for me! Argh! Start of our midterm exam so syempre i was so prepared for those bwisit subjects! Our first exam was intoduction to journalsim! I was so excited to take it coz i really study as in seryong pag rereview talaga! I studied it for like 3 straight days my gosh! sobrang master ko na yung journ! imagine starting sunday to monday inaaral ko na siya kasi i really wanted to get high grades in journ ahm wala lang ok kasi siya for me and these past few days super in the mood talaga ako to study! so aun nga yesterday yun din yung unang una kong ni-study at sa sobrang pag aaral ko sa subject na yun i wasn't able to study my other subjects which is philippine lit and history and eto pa before i sleep and after ko gumising, i studied it again! i repeat, AGAIN! AGAIN! AGAIN!

i left our house ng mga 9:30 am becuase all along i thought that our exam will start at 10:30! when i was on my way na to school mga 10:00 na to, lyza called me up and asked me if where am i na i told her sa fort na and she said that the prof was there na at ganito pa sabi ko "ha? why? diba 10:30 pa naman?" i was thinking na maybe the prof was super early lang and she'll start our exam ng 10:30 pa! and then, lyza said that it's not 10:30 and 10:00 pala mag sstart yung exam! god! i was really praying na talaga na sana the prof would allow me to take my exam i arrived in ac at about 10:20 already and i was feeling hopeless na talaga coz i was 20 min. late na so yun when i arrived my classroom, the prof pala is ms. bustamante [ my prof in visual arts ] napa oh my god nalang ako kasi knowing her, she's very strict talaga when it comes to punctuality and oh yeah she was the one pala who failed me last sem because of my undying lates! anyway, i still entered the classroom hoping that she would allow me pero papasok palang ako eto agad sinabi nya "sorry iha, you're not allowed to take the exam you're more than 15min. late" so i said "sorry miss. i thought kasi that our exam will start at 10:30" pero she insisted pa rin and showed me the bond paper where in dun nakalgay yung mga rules. tapos she said that punta raw ako kay sister nilda, so i went to the college dean right away! pag dating ko dun, the secretary was there and i told her that i need to talk to sister nilda, pero sabi niya that sister will not be around for the whole day coz meron atang pinuntahan na appointment! sus! paano na yun diba? hopeless na talaga! and hindi rin naman ako papa take-in ng special exam coz for sure sasabihin nila na hindi valid reason ko. that was the time when i started crying na! i really felt so stupid! i felt so dumb coz ccopy na nga lang ako ng sched, mali mali pa!

i wanted to go home na coz sobrang tinamad nako! sobrang na frustrate talga ako coz ni review ko talga sya ng sobra tas biglang "tong!!" parang magic nalang na nawala na biglang all of a sudden iam not allowed na to take the exam??? it was very very annoying talaga! minsan na nga lang ako mag study ng seryoso tapos ganun pa?? ano ba yun diba? hay.. until now, may hang over pa rin ako sa nangyari! i'm so lazy na tuloy to study! hard pa naman exam namin tomorrow! philo and filipino! good luck nalang samin.. hay nako siguro if it's not because of noe siguro until now iam still cying pa rin! di ko kasi talaga ma accept eh.. pero that's life eh.. gosh! sometimes, life really sucks. =(

♥Kaye 11:15 PM

Sunday, August 06, 2006

Today is my little cousin's 6th birthday..ow i just love her a lot! so sweet.. happy birthday janjan deary! ahm.. today was fun i've been with my family/relatives for like 6 straight hours.. wow record yun.. i don't usually hang out kasi with the old ones..boring kasi nang topic nila palagi! haha so instead i go with my little cousins nalang.. eh ngayon nakasama ko sila ng mas longer! ok rin naman pala aside from the fact na palagi kang kasama sa sermon.. ahm.. tolerable naman! hehe funny lang coz mostly nang pinag uusapan nila if hindi mga illnes, death naman! sus! ano ba yun diba? haha grabe as in sobrang i ate a lot today! yuck! super dami kasi ng food and ang yummy pa! oh well, it's ok! it's my cheat day today! went home na ng mga 9 kasi may classes pa the next day. usap muna kame ni baby! hmm.. noe tampo tampo pa kanina..hehe i love you baby! sleep na after this! ayun lang! haha anyway i had fun naman eh! pansin nyo lage kame may reunion?? recently ko lang din na notice eh! wala lang.. ('',)
i'll share you our pics a while ago...

The birthday girl!

I would like you all to
meet my 1 and only bro!
Jepotpotpot! =D

Ysa and I
My favorite camwhore

co0lest family in the world..
(we're not yet complete!)

♥Kaye 7:37 PM

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

It's my kiddie birthday today! wee.. thank you lyza, paul, erx, di, glads, kash, karen and noe for making my day extra special!('',)

i love you guys so much!

w/ karen

erx

lyza

soo gay.. haha
(noe&paul)

mommy glads

toodles!!

♥Kaye 9:29 PM

Monday, July 31, 2006

I didn't go to school today.. I wasn't able to attend my PE class coz i woke up so late na. So my plan was to attend nalang my 2:00 class. Went to glorietta at about mga 12:30 na. Waited for noe to come. La na daw kc silang class. Ate our lunch at MR.donalds.. My toodles went there!hay nako asusual c karen nang gulat nanaman! haha and sabi nila FA na daw ako sa pe? ngek? how come! it can't be! coz as far as i remember nakaka 1 absent palang ako dun! hay nako.. ampongan ha..! nyway, after a while i decided not to attend nalng my philo and filipino class kasi katamad sobra! aun we watched nalang Click at g4! grabe ha.. super nakaka iyak! as in! we finished the movie already and yet i was still crying! the movie was nice.. daming lessons.. after the movie i saw paul and lyza! sus they watched click din pala kaya lang sa g1! sayang.. sana dun nalang din kame nanuod! tas uwi narin after..hehe

SMILE!

Tnx for today my baby.. i love you('',)

♥Kaye 8:13 PM